Over compensation.
I wonder if anyone really reads this thing, sometimes.
It rained today and I swear it was torrential downpour with 100% visibility... The sun was shining, but there were no rainbows though.
Some days I feel like my life is like this. The sun is shining and I'm falling apart, but it's 100% visibility and so I just ignore the hail. Sometimes it's refreshing yes, but I wouldn't mind a rainbow or two every now and then.
I'm completely beside myself and in between feelings and feeling a bit under the weather as well. I love adventures and life is great and at the same time... I hate that feeling of losing everything you've worked so hard to gain and at the same time I wish I'd just lose everything if that's what it takes to get this right... I mean this is life. And since I don't believe in anything afterwards I should probably make sure I get this right. But I haven't a clue what right is...
Is right to be selfless and moral and climbing the social ladder? Is right to help keep the peace and love everyone and never hurt another soul? Is right to go to church on Sunday and try to believe in something you never can to go to a place you'll never truly believe exists? Is right to be the way the world says you should be and never argue? Fuck. Nothing is right and I highly doubt it ever will be. So what am I chasing after? And why do I even care at all?
People have been asking the same fucking questions for eternity and there is no answer. There is no right or wrong... The only thing we have is what we believe to be correct.
I don't think I'll ever stop running...
It rained today and I swear it was torrential downpour with 100% visibility... The sun was shining, but there were no rainbows though.
Some days I feel like my life is like this. The sun is shining and I'm falling apart, but it's 100% visibility and so I just ignore the hail. Sometimes it's refreshing yes, but I wouldn't mind a rainbow or two every now and then.
I'm completely beside myself and in between feelings and feeling a bit under the weather as well. I love adventures and life is great and at the same time... I hate that feeling of losing everything you've worked so hard to gain and at the same time I wish I'd just lose everything if that's what it takes to get this right... I mean this is life. And since I don't believe in anything afterwards I should probably make sure I get this right. But I haven't a clue what right is...
Is right to be selfless and moral and climbing the social ladder? Is right to help keep the peace and love everyone and never hurt another soul? Is right to go to church on Sunday and try to believe in something you never can to go to a place you'll never truly believe exists? Is right to be the way the world says you should be and never argue? Fuck. Nothing is right and I highly doubt it ever will be. So what am I chasing after? And why do I even care at all?
People have been asking the same fucking questions for eternity and there is no answer. There is no right or wrong... The only thing we have is what we believe to be correct.
I don't think I'll ever stop running...
posted by Tina at 7:23 AM
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